happy birthday to me :')

ouh you guys , imissyou laaa . haha ! heyyyy (:

pagi ,
so today is my 14th birthdayy , wow ! it was fun O: mula mula dtg sekolah buat muka sedih semua la kann . haha . then masuk je kelas sorang sorang wish 'happy birthday niena' . oh man , sumpah sedih ohh . sedih sbb happy . igt jgk dorang dkt aku kann . haih :') pastu yan , mimie and hanie bg hadiah dkt aku . yan bg rntai and mimie bg gelang . hanie pulak bg rntai ape tahh but nice , seriously ! aww , thnks you guys . hee . asl nk jln luar klas je mst ade org pnggil , 'niena ! happy birtday' . senyum then jwb thank you . semua jwpn sme jee . HAHA !

petang ,
balik sekolah lepak dkt medan jp . tgn da penuh da dgn hadiah niee , org tgk je kann . haha ! ika bg card yg dibuat sendiri . mmg lawa plus creative gitu . ily ikaaaa ! (: lepak dkt meja medan dgn lyn , mimie , yan , mok and haiqal . glk punye glk punye glk tk perasan mimie tgh record . curse you mimie ! geng azizi dkt bwh da usha pelik je enn . hee :P then haiqal semua nk pegi solat jumaat , kitorang pon grk la pegi blik persalinan . otw jln tu aku tgk tgk phone and lyn dkt sblh tgh tekun bce buku (yo-yo-oo jee) haha . then suddenly ade dga suara dari blkng dtg dkt , tgk tgk dkt sblh azizi ! omg , terkejut gilaaa . diaa ckp ' niena , happy birthday ' then melemparkan senyuman yg amat manis . awwwww :P pusing blkng lg sekali nmpk amsyar , die pulak wish :') HAHAHA , dorang yg lain semua da ejek ejek enn . grrrrr . malu gilaaaa .

1 jam lps itu ,
pegi dkt pavilion yg dkt ats tu pulak . tgh angau kot mse tu , then tbe tbe mimie and yan dtg baling tepung . gossshhhhh , masok mate ! hahahaha , baling tepung smpai muka jd mcm hantu cinaaa O: then tuka location pulak pegi dkt tmn . haha , semua kne . pdn muka korang ! but i'm the worse one , birtday girl la katekan =,=" tgk korang nnt , aku baling air longkang . heee . ika pulak dtg , die ajk main game ape tu ? spirit coin ? alaa , yg pnggil pnggil hantu tu kan . agk best , try je laa . nothing hppn ouhh , fuck ! try lagi , pon tkde pope . geram jeeee . urghhh . HAHA ! nabila pulak dtg , imy ouhhh :( lepak lepak then parents msing msing da smpai , bubye . hee

p/s ; i had so much fun todayy , thnks to you guys . i really appreciate it . korang mmg kwn aku <3


from left , mok , lyn , yan and mimie (:

happy birthday big brother :D

ouhh brotherr, happy 18th birthday pondan ! kau da tua kau da tk bole jadi gilaa like u used to be. NO! haha . dude, no present for you coz u know why? because kau tk pernah bg aku present when it was my birthday so its not fair la kan ? smell my butt bad bad big bully. (: you're the best brother i've ever had , u're cool, u're cruel, u're smell very bad bila balek rumahh . haha merepek siaaal . that's what i like about you, even though u're cruel but believe me i love youuuuuu . jiwang karat pulakk , i'm gonna miss you big brother! kau masok uitm nnt bwk balek mamat hensem ok ? deal ? yay ! so , once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D

sincrely your lil sister,
niena / itik / gemok . pape je ahh . haha

dear comin,

dear comin ,

the reason i broke up is because i don't hv any feeling towards you . i love someone else , and when i tried to accept you for some reason i can't. it is just too hard for me mann . don't take it the wrong way okaay, it had to do nothing with yr attitude or whatsoever. i had fun being with you , u know how to take care of my feelings, u always there when i need you. u're too nice for me, i felt so bad. i'm so sorry , i tried and tried and tried but tk boleh jgk so finally i decided to make my move. okayy , when i told my friends what happn between me and you and about the feeling thingy stuff . dorang semua ckp 'niena i think u should just tell comin the real story'. so there was me msg-ing you and told the whole thing but then u pegi mengadu pulak dkt kwn u and make up story whatever laa , its pissed me off dude. okayy , da telajak pulakk . so heres the thing , i'm so sorry and please forgive me , please be friend with me , just please okayy . and yeahh , about the 'janji' thinggy stuff please oh please god forget it . i can't fulfil it, i'm cruel i know . once again , sorry dear muhammad muhaimin bin mazlan (:

and for youu , i'll hunt you till you realize there someone still ade big crush on u . HAHA

what true love means

There is dignity in not giving up on someone you truly love. But there is more dignity in letting them go so they can experience better love. That shows your true love because you then become unselfish and through putting others first, unconditional love grows.

There is respect in fighting gallantly to win someone’s heart another time. But an even greater respect comes from fighting hard and knowing when to stop. Even though you would give anything to have that past back, that person has touched your life in a way that will make your future so much brighter. Accept that, and hold your head high, knowing you have captured their heart as well.

There is courage in allowing your heart to hurt and grieve, but there is a greater courage in knowing it will be scarred. But stronger as time goes on. For whoever caused those scars has made your life better in some way and will make you better person when you marry because of what the scars taught you.

Remember how many people depend on you and whom you mean the world to. There is fortitude in holding on for another chance although an even greater fortitude comes from extending your hand and heart in friendship realizing you will still share things with that person no one else ever will.

You will always, have the looks and jokes and memories. Don’t ever discount how special those things are in your heart and theirs. True love hurts when it is lost, but an even greater love grows inside yourself through realization that something better is in the world for both of you. And that there are still things to share with that person.

Even though some feeling may have changed. Take their hand and help them achieve their hopes and dreams. Because in that there is dignity, respect, courage, humility, fortitude.

i'm single agaaaain, and seriously aku tk nk sia sia kn lg my love story. i want to feel the real meaning of love , not just for fun. may i please hv yr love ? (:

lepaking with the sengals (:

tgk la dorang , masing masing ade pasangan . eleh , niena pon ade jgk laaa . nazren is my couple ! baju pon sme warne , tk jnji pon ohh . haha ! lwk gilaaaaa xD you know korang , korang senior plg best ohh ! bluur but best . oh oh don't forget emira too , die bkn senior laa . hee . ilyg (:

today was fun , love to hangout with them . lg lg mse karaoke tu ? pehh , nyanyi lagu 'cek mek molek' . HAHA! lwk gilaaa ohh , saket perot glk and then emira ajr aku lagu baru . ape tu? this I promise you? wahh , jiwang but sdp . i love it ! :D

btw , happy birthday to azizi . hope you like the key chain that i gave you . lawa kan kan kan ? haha !

3 jun 2009 (:

yuuhuu ~ heeee

okayy , so hari tu pwgi sunway with kkk and moon . act , aku ikot sbb kkk aku yg ajk because die nk keluar dgn senior die yg form 2 , ape nm die ? ouh yeahh , ellisa ? haha ! she's hott doh i tell you , baik pulak tu . then da sampai sunway pyramid turun dkt dpn . najee msg kkk ckp tnggu dkt big apple , so kitorang pon carik carik la big apple tu . tk jumpa pon , then kitorang pon pelik laa setahu aku dkt pyramid tk pena wujud big apple nie en ? HAHAHAH ! gelak gila kuat smpai org pon usha pelik . pegi carik dkt j.co pulak , pon tk jumpa . gosshhhh , we're lost ! semua da panic . xD besa sgt ahh pyramid tu . eeeeee ! kkk msg ellisa ckp dkt mane ? then die ckp die ade dkt cinema so kitorang pon cpt cpt la grk g sane . finally , jumpa pon .

toto msg moon ckp die pon ade dkt pyramid and die nk jmpe . tnggu dkt cinema usha usha org nk beli tiket tk bole sbb pnjng gila babi kot beratur die . relax relax dulu , toto dtg dgn kwn die , muhaimin (: chit chat sebentar then die kate nk pegi mkn dkt mcd . so oke laaaa . toto grk dgn kwn die tu . after that die text balek 'jom mkn sekali dkt mcd' . kitorang pon oke laa , lapa gilaa wehh ! HAHA . toto belanja ? ouh cool ! mkn mcdelux jee , kenyang ! bkn aku yg mkn but kkk aku -,-" toto ckp muhaimin minat kt aku . so aku mcm whattt? haha very funny la wehh . then die kate btol btol so okay laa . pape je laa . (:

wyg dorunk stat pukol 2.30 kot and kitorang punye 4.45 . pehh , lame gila nk tnggu . sementara tunggu tu , kitorang lepak dlu dhn toto , muhaimin and geng geng die . snap snap pic , posing posing then dorang da naik da . byebye :'(

this is not what i had in mind . lain gilaaa . huh ! dorang da blah , lepak pulak dgn najee kwn kkk nie . nmpk de key chain comel nk mati nie , then igt nk beli for azizi kan . birthday die pon nk dkt da so beli je laa . nnt aku bg kau tau azizi ! :D wyg da stat , so kitorang pon naik laa . tgk cite 'monster vs alien' best ! hhaaa

pegi dkt myspace kalau nk tgk yg lain (:

exam buat otk aku serabot !

kenapa semua sekolah perlu ade exam ? oh why ? wajib sgt ke ? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa xP

fuck math , science , sej and geo ! aku ta ske aku ta ske ! bkn mmbuat kn aku jd pndai malah mmbuat kn aku jd gilaaa kot O:

mari kita same same boikot exam !

samdul aku niena , mcm la bole boikot .
kau boikot boikot pon kerajaan bkn nye pedulik pon .
aaa, lantak kau la hamba allah !
mann , sej and sivik coming right up .
haram tk study bhaii -,-
mase sciene smlm main tuka tuka paper dgn yan tp naseb cigu tk nmpk.
pehhh , serik dohhh ! HAHAHA
aku berjanji , aku akn bljr lelok for you abh and mmy tercinta !
I MISS YOU BADLY ABAH ! :(
rest in peace oke .
ank abh kt sini semua sehat sehat jee and akn sentiasa banggakn abh :)